Body confidence.. The truth hurts πŸ™…πŸ½

To most people I may look like a confident girl, but the truth is I really struggle with my body. I lack confidence, I have low self esteem. Plain & simple. In no way am I overweight or not beautiful BUT what most people don’t understand is that it doesn’t matter what you look like you can still feel unattractive or not good enough.

This is a deep blog for me πŸ™πŸ½πŸ™ˆ sorry loves. But it’s also one that needs to be written. 

I have decided to start properly on my fitness now. Yeah I used to go to the gym or do my weights at home etc, but I wasn’t eating properly. I’d still eat pizza or Chinese. I don’t know what has done it, but something has made me click & think ‘I really need to sort myself out’ πŸ’‘ I’ve been finding that I feel at my worst in a gym… Like I honestly have not felt this sort of feeling before, it’s horrible so I need to snap out of it. I don’t have a flat tummy, I don’t have the peachiest of bums, I have wobbly thighs & stupidly sized boobs.. Oh god πŸ™ˆ really selling myself here πŸ˜‚  I know everyone is different but I need to do this for myself, nobody else. 

So, I have bought myself a mahoosive bundle of goodies to get me on the right track πŸ’ͺ🏽 I can do this right?! 

For starters; women’s best


I bought 2x shakers, either my mum is going to use one or I can have a spare to leave in my car for when I go to the other halves (well thought out I know) πŸ’πŸ½  I also bought a tub of whey protein in banana flavour (totally my fav flavour) I was making shakes with banana’s before because vanilla is just boring πŸ˜‚  this is soooo tasty! Then because I am a pancake addict, I bought a tub of protein pancake mix, unflavoured because I bought some protein creme in chocolate flavour πŸ™„ so it’s like I’m having a treat, but it’s good for me πŸ™ŒπŸ½  yaay 

Next up; cute nutrition

This stuff is just ridiculously CUTE 😜 really love their packaging too. It’s about time something girly came up in this industry. So I got myself a mug, for when I have my your tea, lemon water, or green tea β˜•οΈ some chocolate bars, yes more chocolate but these are guilt free 🍫 & they taste like the real deal πŸ‘ŒπŸΌ & another shake mix, but this time it’s porn star martini flavoured! Lastly the fabulous pink oversized hoodie, I love this! I am now an affiliate of cute nutrition, so if you’re after some goodies click the link above πŸ’‹ I also love their logo, how could you not though? 


Lastly; gymshark clothing


I bought some super comfy leggings, I do have some lovely Victoria’s Secret ones, but they’re cropped so I thought I’d prepare for when it’s not so warm, keep me motivated through the colder weather. I also thought I’d get some white trainer socks πŸ‘Ÿ I hate to see too much sock round my ankle πŸ˜‚ 
So my motivation is sky high πŸ™ŒπŸ½ I can do this! I hope nobody else out there feels the same way about their body, but know that if you do, like me, you can start today πŸ‘ŒπŸΌπŸ˜˜ 

Caitlin xoπŸ’• 

25 Comments

  1. I’m feeling ya! I don’t know what it is but in the last month I’ve been in a right funk and I to need to snap out of it!! Healthy eating and getting my arse in gear! Would love to know how you get on with these! Ive never gone down this route so eager to know!! Im also with ya on the ankle socks πŸ˜‚
    Best of luck my dear!! To getting back in the zone
    xxxx

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  2. Love this post! Well done for grabbing this with both hands gorgeous, even though I think you look amazing anyway I feel you as I’m the same. Been feeling like the push I need is just around the corner to cut the crap out and intensify my work outs and I think you’ve been a huge inspiration for me already! Xx

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  3. I am so happy you have appeared on my notifications so I have the pleasure of finding your blog because I love it! I totally relate to this post, I suffer from low self esteem/body confidence issues. So this is super brave of you posting so well done! πŸ™‚ xx

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      1. Cheers I will do! I love your posts the photos and content are so good! If you have any advice on how to make mine better or what to post I’d love some tipsπŸ˜‹ as I only started my blog yesterday! X

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      2. Of course! Find me on Twitter or Instagram pretty & I will happily help! The links are on the buttons at the top of the page ☺️ but yours is fab already so don’t worry ☺️☺️ xx

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