To most people I may look like a confident girl, but the truth is I really struggle with my body. I lack confidence, I have low self esteem. Plain & simple. In no way am I overweight or not beautiful BUT what most people don’t understand is that it doesn’t matter what you look like you can still feel unattractive or not good enough.
This is a deep blog for me 🙍🏽🙈 sorry loves. But it’s also one that needs to be written.
I have decided to start properly on my fitness now. Yeah I used to go to the gym or do my weights at home etc, but I wasn’t eating properly. I’d still eat pizza or Chinese. I don’t know what has done it, but something has made me click & think ‘I really need to sort myself out’ 💡 I’ve been finding that I feel at my worst in a gym… Like I honestly have not felt this sort of feeling before, it’s horrible so I need to snap out of it. I don’t have a flat tummy, I don’t have the peachiest of bums, I have wobbly thighs & stupidly sized boobs.. Oh god 🙈 really selling myself here 😂 I know everyone is different but I need to do this for myself, nobody else.
So, I have bought myself a mahoosive bundle of goodies to get me on the right track 💪🏽 I can do this right?!
For starters; women’s best
I bought 2x shakers, either my mum is going to use one or I can have a spare to leave in my car for when I go to the other halves (well thought out I know) 💁🏽 I also bought a tub of whey protein in banana flavour (totally my fav flavour) I was making shakes with banana’s before because vanilla is just boring 😂 this is soooo tasty! Then because I am a pancake addict, I bought a tub of protein pancake mix, unflavoured because I bought some protein creme in chocolate flavour 🙄 so it’s like I’m having a treat, but it’s good for me 🙌🏽 yaay
Next up; cute nutrition
This stuff is just ridiculously CUTE 😜 really love their packaging too. It’s about time something girly came up in this industry. So I got myself a mug, for when I have my your tea, lemon water, or green tea ☕️ some chocolate bars, yes more chocolate but these are guilt free 🍫 & they taste like the real deal 👌🏼 & another shake mix, but this time it’s porn star martini flavoured! Lastly the fabulous pink oversized hoodie, I love this! I am now an affiliate of cute nutrition, so if you’re after some goodies click the link above 💋 I also love their logo, how could you not though?
Lastly; gymshark clothing
I bought some super comfy leggings, I do have some lovely Victoria’s Secret ones, but they’re cropped so I thought I’d prepare for when it’s not so warm, keep me motivated through the colder weather. I also thought I’d get some white trainer socks 👟 I hate to see too much sock round my ankle 😂
So my motivation is sky high 🙌🏽 I can do this! I hope nobody else out there feels the same way about their body, but know that if you do, like me, you can start today 👌🏼😘